We may think that our life was better before than our present life. I can say that my life is basically the same. I can’t go back to the past because people have changed. Places have changed. The times too. In some ways, I’m still Laix. I’ve had some changes too but the difference is, I am open to bringing back the past and making a better future. There are things and situations that I would like to retrieve but I guess impossible to actually own again. I thought they would always be there and that’s why I was complacent and I did not prioritize those things. I guess it was partly my fault. Time will tell if I should get to experience them again.